During this period of time, most people would normally come up with “conclusions” bout goals they’ve achieved, things they have done and resolution for the new year.
I gotta admit, year 2009 was not a very good year for me. As usual, I once set some goals for myself, but in the end I failed terribly in achieving them. Worse case, failed repeatedly after being provided a new opportunity.
This morning I had a sharing moment with SC. I told her that I’m getting slow, and I’m getting impatient. Once I was so motivated in achieving so much, always trying hard to fight for what I wanted, but now I’ve lost the spirit. Things have changed a lot in recent year, and I realized that I’m no longer who I am… I’m getting worse.
I guess that was probably due to I myself so being used to my comfort zone. A friend once told me that resting is required to bring oneself further. But to me, resting for too long will only make us lazier, get us demotivated… And that’s what I’ve been through.
Whatever that had happened was the past, so I shall now look forward to the future.
Year 2010, the year of Tiger, was said to be unfortunate for the Tiger and Tigress. There will be many obstacles and challenges ahead. Despite of that, I believe that we are the one who can control our own destiny, and shall not be bothered by these “predictions”. Whatever that’s waiting in front, I shall be prepared to faced it…
So here I go. In year 2010, I wanna:
1) Graduate and find myself a suitable job.
2) Exercise more !!! (Yeah you heard that right, I’m becoming fatter recently)
3) Learn to control my “volcanic” temper.
4) Spend more time with family and friends.
5) Search and recover my lost soul, the spirit that keep pushing me forward…
To all my friends, I wish you a happy new year and may the year 2010 be a year full of prosperity and joy! 
