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He was the 3rd brother in the family (my dad being the eldest).

He was once a great chef working at Brunei.

He used to cook very nice meal for us during Chinese New Year.

He bought my first “spiderman” toy figure when I scored well in my kindergarten exam. I was 5 years old back then, if I’m not mistaken…

…and last Friday, he had passed away.

It’s not that we didn’t see it coming. He had been diagnosed with Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (S.L.E.) and Hypovolemia for many years back then. He had been fighting and struggling to survive from these illnesses, endured much pain and spent countless night in the hospital…

… and in the end, he left us… forever.

You will always be in our memory and we miss you, Uncle Sang… May you rest in peace…

After a few months of separation, we’re together again on this special day…

This year, our 4th Valentine, we celebrated it at Singapore.

As people say, “Distance makes the heart grows fonder”… For me, it’s definitely true…

Things’re very different when you’re not here by my side.

Most of the time, I’m alone… and it makes me think and reflect on myself more often than ever.

Yes, my life routine’s still as normal… But somehow deep inside, something precious is missing… I’m lonely.

Yet, we both know that this is a challenge that we must endure together. If we can’t survive this, we can’t create future.

I used to think: “I’m suppose to… I should be… I must be…”

But now, I often asked myself: “What am I suppose to… How should I be… Why must I…”

Sometimes we wonder if we can have or can be better. All of us want the best for ourselves but sometimes, we neglected those imperfect things around us.

Life is too short for us to wonder around… yet sometimes we get something unexpectedly by wondering… new experience, self-realization…

To me, I’m grateful……

…… for I already have the best of the world. =)